thougths

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 23:04:31 GMT

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Love Element Is Wood

In love, you tend to gently dominate and guide your partner.
For you, love is all about sharing goals and future plans.

You attract others with creativity and vision.
Your flirting style is defined by your honesty and assertiveness.

Growth and improvement are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may focus on goals too much in relationships, but you never come out of them with a loss.

You connect best with: Water

Avoid: Metal

You and another Wood element: will be doomed to a stormy relationship

What Element Is Your Love?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Your Theme Song is Oops I Did It Again by Britney Spears

"It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious"

Heartbreaker, superflirt, player... you've been called all of those.
You're not that innocent, and you know that you have a super sexy vibe!

What's Your Theme Song?

You Are 65% Grown Up, 35% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Your Career Personality: Capable, Friendly, and Energetic

Your Ideal Careers:

Actor
Advertising Executive
Artist
Counselor
Entrepreneur
Musician
Politician
Psychologist
Teacher
Television Reporter

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

Your Dating Purity Score: 64%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

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Fri, 15 Sep 2006 00:04:51 GMT

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Busty de Lusty

What's Your Porn Star Name?

Your Mommy Is Rachael Ray

What You Call Her: Old Lady

What people say about yo momma: Yo momma so ugly she looks out the window and got arrested for mooning.

Who's Your Mommy?

You Are 32% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

You Are The Star

You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.

Your fortune:

Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert

You are quite reserved
You aren't afraid of social situations...
But you very much prefer to go it alone
And why not? You're your own best friend!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

You Are 75% Angry

You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.
But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.
All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.
And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help.

How Angry Are You?

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Belong in 1958

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 18:32:03 GMT

Ah it's been such a long time hasn't it? Sorry I have been so busy that I barley had time to think. Now I have two days off in a row and one is spent with my wonderful Freddy. Well kinda with him. See he's not gonna be here for another few hours. I'm just gonna sit here and wait because I can't go anywhere cuz I have my sisters puppy. Yes cute but a pain in the @$$! Sorry she really is. So if you haven’t realized this that means there are four dogs in the house. Three BIG dogs and one medium size dog. (Bails may be a pup but she is already bigger then moo and almost as big as the beast.)
Another new development...I am a grandma. Well okay I’ll explain, my guinea pig is my baby. I love him to death. When another guinea pig died he was depressed so I was going to get a new one and lisas friend ended up buying one for Lisa she named it skunk. I wanted the other one (then what she wanted) so she bought that one too. George. Well George got really sick (for no reason) and we put skunk in with my buddy boy (we were told they were ALL males) eventually George got better and in a few days we were to put skunk back in with George when all of a sudden and without warning George died. We decided no more guineas after these two. It’s just too hard. Well one day I came home and picked up buddy to pet him..so of course not being mean I picked up skunk too. Okay so there was fur missing from around the eye. Then all of a sudden I felt something move. Yeah I turned her over and wow she was fat. I went to my sister’s trailer and told dad skunk must be a very pregnant girl. Mom came home and we read up about it and few days later she was giving birth (while I was away camping sick outta my mind) yep she had two adorable babies, but skunk was a little dumb and started cleaning the one off at the wrong end and it died. This was "baby". Because we didn't know if it was a boy or girl we needed a neutral name. But the one who lived's name is bandit. She is so cute and so tiny she is like 5" at most. I have a lot of pictures of her she's just too cute (obviously the guineas are separated so no more babies.) so now I have a grandbaby!!!

ready to leave tomorrow...

Thu, 25 May 2006 18:49:08 GMT

You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.

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Cinderella

88%

The Beast

75%

Donald Duck

56%

Ariel

56%

Sleeping Beauty

50%

Goofy

44%

Peter Pan

38%

Pinocchio

25%

Snow White

19%

Cruella De Ville

19%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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You scored as Virgo. You seem to have many of the qualities of a virgoan, even though you probably are not one.

Virgoans are known to like: Peace, Security and Wholesomeness

Virgoans are known to dislike: Hazards, Sordid and Uncertainty

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Virgo

96%

Cancer

96%

Aquarius

83%

Pisces

79%

Scorpio

79%

Aries

75%

Taurus

71%

Libra

71%

Capricorn

67%

Leo

67%

Gemini

50%

Sagittarius

50%

Which Sign of the Zodiac Would've Suited You Most
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You scored as Yes, as a hero. You would survive... not only survive, but be a hero!

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Yes, as a hero

55%

You die heroically

40%

You survive... cowardly

40%

You become a zombie

30%

You survive... Darkwahn style

30%

You commit suicide

25%

You die a cowardly death

15%

Would you survive the Resident Evil?
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You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

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Pinhead

95%

Jigsaw

75%

Hannibal Lecter

65%

Candyman

60%

Michael Myers

55%

Freddy Krueger

50%

Jason Voorhees

45%

Leatherface

45%

Buffalo Bill

35%

Captain Spaulding

10%

Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as Kanga. you are Kanga!
You are the mummy of your group! You take care of everyone and everyone loves you for it.

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Kanga

70%

Rabbit

60%

Pooh

50%

Tigger

40%

Owl

40%

Eeyore

40%

Piglet

20%

Roo

10%

Who are you in 100 acre wood?
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(that is mom taking the quiz)

You scored as Owl. you are Owl. The wisest of them all. You are the one people go to when they have a problem. But are you always right, you might wanna check your facts.

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Owl

60%

Pooh

40%

Rabbit

40%

Kanga

40%

Tigger

30%

Piglet

20%

Eeyore

20%

Roo

10%

Who are you in 100 acre wood?
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(that is dad)

Now me...

You scored as Eeyore. You are Eeyore. Not that you really care what you are. People love you for who you are but you need to lighten up jus a wee bit.

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Eeyore

90%

Tigger

80%

Kanga

80%

Pooh

60%

Piglet

50%

Owl

40%

Roo

40%

Rabbit

30%

Who are you in 100 acre wood?
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You scored as kenny (kennath) mccormic. you are kennath (kenny) mccormic! you have had several near death experiances, yet you always pop up anyway. You dislike talking clearly, and you are 'bbf's' with eric cartman. You have a psp, and in heavan, you are known as keano reaves! Satan is your friend, and your proud of it!

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kenny (kennath) mccormic

75%

trent boyette

75%

butters leopold stotch

63%

tweek tweek

59%

kyle brofloski

58%

mr mackey

54%

eric theodore cartman

25%

mr garrison

southpark equivilent?
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You scored as Swiss. You, my friend go well with everyone, because you are the erratic Swiss Cheese. Have Fun!

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Cheddar

67%

Swiss

67%

Blue Cheese

50%

Old Cheese

17%

What kind of cheese represents you?
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You scored as Secret Window. Well Mort, you are demented! Don't feel bad corn will make you feel better!

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Secret Window

100%

Edward Sissorhands

100%

Pirates of the Carriaben

33%

What Johnny Depp movie are you from
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(he is so HOT)

this person didn't know much

You scored as Joon. your a retard but sam loves you. people tend to love you unconditionally

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Joon

59%

that lady from gilbert grape

56%

lady from chocolat

51%

are you just his buddy

46%

Crybaby person

36%

Which of Johnny Depps leading ladyes are you
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You scored as Wicked.. You Are Wicked. Loathed, Exciting And Climactic.

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Wicked.

63%

Rent.

63%

The Producers

50%

The Pajama Game

50%

Annie.

What Broadway Show Are You?
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You scored as willy wonka. your a little weird but you like it like that...you are dedicated to your work and worry about it when you pass,you don't do so good with people b/c your imagianation is to wild for people your age,but no worries your awesome in my book!

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willy wonka

72%

Edward Scissorhands

69%

JM Barre

69%

Jack Sparrow

25%

which johnny depp best describes you?
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It's been a while.

Mon, 22 May 2006 05:01:31 GMT

So i haven't written in a long while so i decided to now...On friday the 19th was fred's and my 2 year anniversary. (Kinda) see we broke up a few times but always acted like we were dating anyways. But it has been continues for a year. OMG really i love him so much. I have thought about EVERYTHING so much lately. well anyways on friday i went to watch Fred in Celebration. He of course was awesome, but i saw a few people there that i could have done with out. I felt bad for lauren, she hurt herself. :( Hope you don't hurt anymore.
Prom was fun. OMG that entire day was so hard. well lets start with the day before. the 12th. I started wrapping my sisters gifts (she was about to turn 21) and my mom came home from the doctors. She was so upset because he isn't listening to her. (that is why i stopped seeing him) she was talking then she just started crying. I hate that. I love my mom. And seeing her cry just kills me. Well she stood up for something and since i had all of lisa's stuff in my way i could catch her when she fell. But lucky for her she didn't get hurt this time. She needs to slow down sometimes. Well i went to work and when i came home we started putting my hair in curlers. FUN. when brushing my hair my mom caught my semi newly pierced ear and pulled OUCH!! well we hurried with that to get to my cousins because she was having a mary kay party. (yay! NOT) so i get over there and get to see Roosie Roo again (haven't seen her in a long time)she was excited. well after that was over lisa took off to the bar and my friends came over and we went to a movie. After the movie we went to 7-11 to see mike and then we picked up lance. (AGAIN i hadn't slept in days) so we get back and if i had fallen asleep as soon as we got home i'd of had about 4 hours of sleep. I finally get comfortable and my phone rings...IT'S JAKE (steph and them could hear me swearing and they were in the living room) well she wanted to know what time i was waking up. After that the curlers were just too much to bear so i just sat in my room until it was time to "wake up"
we got to the MS walk took the pic and started the walk. Mom and nancy and them walked the 3 mile while the "family" and i did the 6 mile. (yes i walked the ms walk in curlers)WOW funny looks but it didn't help that i was wearing horns and steph was wearing a halo. so we finished the 6er about the same time it took my mom to walk the 3 mile.(she was able to walk the whole thing i was SO proud of her)(and my church congregation was so nice in sponsoring us in the walk and for praying for my mom and sister)we got home and i did some running around and EVERYONE else slept (cept steph she went to work)ricky started my hair and got it all pretty and we woke up roosie roo so she could open her b-day presents. She liked the stuff.
Pictures and then we left for the dance. Danced had fun and just plain had a blast. well at post prom i got to the point where the no sleep was taking effect. YEAH it was weird. i was bowling and i actually BROKE my fake nail so it was still glued to my real nail but the majority of it was gone. it was time to leave and when i got home i just was gone. (good news i slept for a total of 4 hours!) well lisa left that next morning so i got to say bye (but since she got her phone back i can at least text her now)
I just can't get over how much fred and i...::sigh:: that one pic says it all (facebook) btw aimee you NEED a facebook. Your sister has one and it's very useful. (and i leave NEXT SUNDAY!!!!!!!)

by the way

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 01:54:47 GMT

Catlin and Chrisy please stop reading my LJ. This was the only time you were mentioned so when i talk it does not concern you. so again PLEASE go away.

or i will be forced to post the convo from the first night.

Thanks much

Missy

Fred

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 15:09:56 GMT

Fred was not always like he is today. Before I knew him Matt made me sit on him lap while Fred was playing a card game. (Thanks Matt!!!) Well the next day he actually talked to me and on the third day we spent the whole time together. It was weird because on that third day he knew my name, and how to spell it (first and last), my address, and my phone number. It was actually kind of creepy, but I figured at least he would be someone who cared. Well he asked me out and we never really saw each other at school. And when we did I thought I scared him away because of chad fisher but soon when I would walk home he would wait for me so we could walk to his bus. He always asked if he could kiss me and looked to matt for advice.
Then summer came I was at Rachel’s party and we had fun there, and we also went to the movies with matt and Rachel too. He told me we would do something else before I left. So I waited a week and he never called so I called him and asked "sorry doing something with Kyle" fine "but I promise that we'll do something before you leave. When do you leave?" "Three weeks" and as you can guess it kept on like that until I called him the day before "I'm leaving tomorrow just thought I’d say goodbye" and even in all of my anger I still couldn't stop thinking about him. When I came home I saw him two times. And he didn't even talk to me (remember at your house Matt after I cut my hair it looked so bad) so I gave him the shirt I bought him and we continued not to do anything over the summer.
School was back in and I got the job at the corner store. He and matt would come in and talk. He had become so annoyingly stressful I was seriously loosing my hair. We broke up but went to h/c and things got bad there (due to miscommunications) and he started going out with someone else. Also at h/c he lost a bet and had to shave the sideburns (thanks Kyle) (sorry Fred) we started going out again and he got flaky again so again we broke up but this time he spent all of his time being jealous of Matt. so that was really uncomfortable...well again we started going out and this time I found out he had been lying to me for a LONG time. "You trust me?" "100%" NOPE the MS walk was fun, we had a wonderful time but THEN while I was at prom I got 12 phone calls and 4 messages. "Don't sleep next to him. Please don't sleep near him." and on and on and on. YEAH there is trust for you. I was PISSED!!! So he finally told me the truth after we decided to be "just friend" and to move on because there was nothing there. (yeah I tried to lie to myself but again it didn't work) so he asked me out again on May 19th (exactly one year since the first time. but still he got his "fling" in by kissing someone else)so from then on it's been great, so far we have our year and approx. month. YAY!! I love him with all of my heart. I know I can trust him. My ENTIRE family adores him. They really do. Oh by the way Fred, Grandpa & Grandma D says "hi"

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 05:00:26 GMT

all i can do think about tonight. It was so funny...I looked at Fred and he gave me this weird look, and I could not stop laughing. I couldn't even look at him. (I haven't actually slept in days) Wow, you would not believe things if i told you. So please don't let me go. I have a new hole in my head. YAY mom was pissed. Oh well, it's too late to stop me now. I've decided I'm not going anywhere where I can go get anything pierced or tatooed with kendra ricky and STEPH. (by the way steph i hope you're having fun with Red hehehe) So I guess you can tell, my grandfather is out of the hospital and i have my mother back. being home is getting more pathetic, i'd rather be at work or school. It's gotten to the point where kayleen feels the need to buy me things so i wont kill jay.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 21:50:43 GMT

Your Birthdate: December 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.

Your strength: Your vivid imagination

Your weakness: Fear of failure

Your power color: Coral

Your power symbol: Oval

Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

busying my mind temporarly

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 23:16:58 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 74%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Dating Purity Test

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Death and an interview

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 01:12:16 GMT

So yesterday I woke up and let maggie mae outta my room like i always do to have the other two greet me, telling me they went outside. (this is after matt called me) he had told me about his gerble. Yeah NICE, I didn't like the story cuz it worried me (especially what i had been talking to matt about only a few days prior.) well i put the dogs out and came into the living room to hear my dad say "What's wrong with fuzz" i walked up to her cage and called her name..."Fuzzy what's wrong baby?" yep i went to pet her and usually she jumps (she's half blind and always has been) she didn't move. "Dad!!!! I THINK SHE'S DEAD" she was...She died facing my buddy like she had been talking to him...Horrible day yesterday...I Loved my guinea pig. And now buddy boy isn't acting right. I even put George (a stuffed animal) next to his cage to try and trick him into thinking there was another guinea next to him (we think he's retarted because he doesn't know how to drink from his water dish. But sill i love him...I went through a lot to get him too) so now i have to replace fuzz with another guinea before i loose my buddy too. Don't wanna do that.

Tomorrow i go in for an interview...I keep thinking how cool it'd be to get it too. BUT i'm worried that since i haven't been in the corp for a few years that they will hold it against me. ::sigh:: i can only try my hardest and if that is not good enough then oh well. That's fine I'll just continue to do what i have been doing.

Dad is home...Still having problems...He just finally ate something today. Still having alot of pain and can't sleep. Grandpa is still in the hospital and they will have to put in the pacemaker for him. Jay is comming home so we sent Kayleen's dress away to my grandma's so that she can't show him. cuz that is bad luck. They do need the bad luck too don't they. Sorry i don't care what anybody says...He wasn't talking about himself because he said "YOU could be out making money and finding a job" Yeah, if he continues to disrespect me i will not be there to help them out in teaching kayleen to cook. (is it sad when out of the three of us girls i'm the only one who can cook, clean, and do work, school, take care of the pets, and still have a social life without complaining about it) kayleen set the stove on fire boiling water (you don't believe me do you? Well it's possible she's just THAT bad of a cook) I do have a little tip for you though...SMILE AND BE HAPPY, you never know what awaits you around the next corner...

3 years??? I hope so

LONGING

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:31:32 GMT

The sound of your footsteps
Telling me that you're near
Your soft gentle motion, baby
Brings out the need in me that no-one can hear, except

In my midnight confessions
When I tell all the world that I love you
In my midnight confessions
When I say all the things that I want to
I love you

But a little gold ring you wear on your hand makes me understand
There's another before me, you'll never be mine
I'm wasting my time

Staggering through the daytime
Your image on my mind
Passing so close beside you baby
Sometimes the feelings are so hard to hide, except

In my midnight confessions
When I tell all the world that I love you
In my midnight confessions
When I say all the things that I want to
I love you

But a little gold ring you wear on your hand makes me understand
There's another before me, you'll never be mine
I'm wasting my time

In my midnight confessions
When I tell all the world that I love you
Na na-na na na na na-na
Na na-na na na na na-na

Sooner or later, love is gonna get ya
Sooner or later, girl you got to give in
Sooner or later, love is gonna let ya
Sooner or later, love is gonna win

Its just a matter of time
Before you make up your mind
To give all that love that you've been hiding
Its just a question of when
I've told you time and again
I'll get all the love you've been denying

Sooner or later, love is gonna get ya
Sooner or later, girl you got to give in
Sooner or later, love is gonna let ya
Sooner or later, love is gonna win

You say you'll never be mine
But darling they'll come a time
I'll taste all that love that you've been hiding
Its just a question of time
Before you make up your mind
And give all that love you've been denying

You've been looking for love
In all the wrong places
You've been looking for love
All the wrong faces
Gotta get ya girl
On this illusion
Gonna save your heart
From all this confusion

Sooner or later, love is gonna get ya
Sooner or later, girl you got to give in
Sooner or later, love is gonna let ya
Sooner or later, love is gonna win
Love is gonna win

Its just a matter of time
Before you make up your mind
And give all the love that you've been hiding
Its just a question of when
Told you time and again
I'll get all the love you've been denying

Sooner or later, love is gonna get ya
Sooner or later, girl you got to give in
Sooner or later, love is gonna let ya
Sooner or later, love is gonna win
Sooner or later, love is gonna get ya
Sooner or later, girl you got to give in
Sooner or later, love is gonna let ya
Sooner or later, love is gonna win

You broke my heart
'Cause I couldn't dance
You didn't even want me around
And now I'm back, to let you know
I can really shake 'em down

Do you love (I can really move)
Do you love (I'm in the groove)
Ah do you love (do you love me)
Now that I can dance (dance)

Watch me now, oh (work, work)
Ah, work it all baby (work, work)
Well, you're drivin' me crazy (work, work)
With a little bit of soul now (work)

I can mash-potatoe (I can mash-potatoe)
And I can do the twist (I can do the twist)
Now tell me baby (tell me baby)
Mmm, do you like it like this (do you like it like this)
Tell me (tell me)
Tell me

Do you love me (Do you love me)
Now, do you love me (Do you love me)
Now, do you love me (Do you love me)
Now that I can dance (dance)

Watch me now, oh (work, work)
Ah, shake it up, shake it (work, work)
Ah, shake 'em, shake 'em down (work, work)
Ah, little bit of soul now (work)

(work, work)
Ah, shake it, shake it (work, work)
Ah, you're driving me crazy (work, work)
Ah, don't get lazy (work)
I can mash-potatoe (I can mash-potatoe)
And I can do the twist (I can do the twist)
Well now tell me baby (tell me baby)
Mmm, do you like it like this (do you like it like this)
Tell me (tell me)
Tell me

Do you love me (Do you love me)
Now, do you love me (Do you love me)
Now, do you love me (Do you love me)
(Now, now, now)

(work, work)
Ah, I'm working hard baby (work, work)
Well, you're driving me crazy (work, work)
And don't you get lazy (work)

(work, work)
Ah, hey hey baby (work, work)
Well, you're driving me crazy (work, work)
And don't you get lazy (work)

ANY BODY KNOW WHAT I AM LONGING FOR???

BIRTHDAY!

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 14:37:28 GMT

Number 19. And as usual most of my friends are gone. OH WELL. We are gonna have fun with the people who are comming. I only wish that Fred was here. I LOVE HIM!! (even if he does call at 1 in the morning)

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 02:35:09 GMT

So i started my thing at facebook and now all i can do it check it. I know i am retarted because i don't even update it. Yeah well my mind is spinning I still can't get this one thing that happened out of my mind. I'd tell ya but then well it wouldn't be good. I guess i will go. I don't feel well (of course it's nearing my birthday so OF COURSE)

ABBIE

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 23:29:41 GMT

so my family has been taking care of Nancy's dogs...So we have our dogs Lucky and Maggie Mae, then Nancy's dogs Suzie, Ollie, and Maggie Mae. Two maggies it is so hard. Maggie Mae sleeps in my room, Suzie and Ollie sleep in the cage in the back room (Ollie is too mean to sleep with anyone) Lucky and Moo Bear (my Maggie) sleep with my parents...Or that is how it use to go...Now that Lisa had her surgery she's sleeping on the chair and my mom (due to her recent problems) has to sleep on the couch, she has to sleep on a flat surface, so now Suzie sleeps on her lap, Lucky sleeps with my dad, Moo Bear sleeps where ever she wants, Maggie Mae sleeps in my room, Ollie sleeps in the back room and now...(you are thinking 'She already named off all of the dogs) ABBIE is here. Abbie is Nancy's new dog...She breeds them. Well so I don't know where she is going to sleep. But she is eight weeks old. She's cute but since she has no collar i can not stand outside so she can piddle...SHE DID IT WHILE I WAS SLEEPING...Luckily it was on a towel i had her wrapped in. But now i don't know what to do with her...She is currently with Lisa trying to make her happy. Suzie might have puppies!! So we will get to puppy sit again yay gotta go...BYE

Autonomic PAIN!

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 00:26:17 GMT

So I went for my autonomic nerve testing yeah that sucked. So what happened is well I go there and this doctor who of course I can't understand what he's saying talks to me for a half a hour trying to "figure out" what was wrong. Then his assistant which again I couldn't understand came in and was half telling me what was going on. I got changed and immediately I was being marked off. So my mom is in the room and occasionally looking up trying not to laugh. NICE! Well so he's sticking snuff on the back of my legs (I’m laying on my stomach) and then he says there is going to be a SLIGHT electrical shock. NOT SLIGHT he had that baby turned WAY UP. So after an hour of that crap he has me turn back around. The he did that again on my legs. Then they did more tests involving shocking me and they said (but didn't want me to hear) I only respond to the HIGH voltage not any of the low ones. yeah and you know my cough that I get well there was another thing where I had to lay down and breath in and out 5 seconds each (which I breath every like 3 seconds) that made me dizzy and then they had be blowing into this thing to make it rise to the 40 mark and I had to hold it for 15 seconds but you couldn't take a deep breath before either. So I tried and they didn't get the results so I had to try aging. Well I tried and started coughing and everything went black and I was gasping for air and I took too deep of a breath so I just couldn’t stop freaking out. So on to the next test. They were going to check my muscles. Shoving a needle in two places on both me feet and my legs they numbed those eight. Then he shoved that stupid needle into my back right by my spine. Well my back kills right now. Well anyways I am going to go now. Going to go hang out with Emmy

TIRED day

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 04:54:04 GMT

so Yesterday i go to work...I am doing what i need to and then i look and my sweatshirt strings are uneven (so if you know anything about me you know that drives me crazy) so i went to fix it and i broke the thing at the end off. i put it in my pocket and continued working. well after getting my books in order i realized that my hand hurt and it was because i had a sliver so i was trying to get it out when karen scares the crap out of me (but i ripped the sliver out the same time) "Melissa, i think you have a flat tire but you may want to go check just in case" yep get outside and it's flatter than flat. so i try calling my house. well we were putting up lights before i went to work and i figured they were outside still because they didn't answer. So i called my grandparents for help. Well they picked up my dad and came to work and were working on it. downstairs again for more well shall i say CRAP and cordeen said "you have visitors" yep my dad and my grandpa were on the third floor waiting for me. Yep i get to buy two new tires which i CAN'T afford. So i am SOL and i have to drive my car on the scarry wheel and the doughnut until wednesday. and i work everyday or i go to school. yeah this sucks

I love quizes they say so much about you....

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 21:08:26 GMT

December,
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to
be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises.
Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and
trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered.
Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high
pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to
joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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The goddess of Despair. You always look on the
negtive side of things and you almost never put
on a happy face. Your feelings consist of only
a few emotions: Despair, sadness, and
lonliness. You feel that no one cares for you,
so you don't care for anyone else for fear of
rejection. You just sit in the corner and watch
life go by without you, yearning to be like
everyone else and always wishing you were more
happy. Or maybe I'm wrong, maybe you like being
sad all the time. You always feel bad for
yourself, making others mad and pushing them
away. You just don't know how to act around
people who don't have troubles. Your power
would be the ability to make time stop.

What are you a Goddess of? - (with anime pics)
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Your kindness makes you beautiful. Your sweetness
and caring nature makes you irresistible to
some people. It is your love and compassion
that first attracts people to you.

What Makes You Beautiful?
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You chose green eyes.
You are a very fun person to be around. You
appreciate all the little things in life, even
if it's something like a soft pillow, or a
certain tree. You can also see the good in
people too, and like them for it. You have many
dreams, and you want to fullfill them all
before you die. You are also mysterious, and
secretive, and guys/girls are attracted to you
for it.

The Eye color personality test
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You are the A Walk to Remember kiss!

Which Movie Kiss Are You? (With Pics!!!)
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Your French name is
~Aime~
It means 'beloved'.
You need to love and be loved. You love with all of
your heart, and expect the same in return. What
you want most is to make the ones you love
happy. You are warm and affectionate.

What is your French name?
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(now aimee i want you to take this and see what you get)

Marcus / Lizzy

What name suits you! there are tons on here so you will get a unique one!
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HE is MADLEY in <3 With YOU! and wants you to know
it! pluck up the courage and ask him out!

//-> Does He Love You? (anime pics) girls only
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harry potter

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 05:10:51 GMT

You scored as Ginny Weasley. You definitely share your mother's (Molly Weasley) fiery resolve and slowly but surely people are learning to respect you because of it.

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Ginny Weasley

90%

Sirius Black

85%

Severus Snape

85%

Hermione Granger

80%

Remus Lupin

80%

Ron Weasley

75%

Harry Potter

70%

Albus Dumbledore

65%

Draco Malfoy

45%

Lord Voldemort

40%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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today sucksA

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 01:43:17 GMT

have you ever just wanted to scream but know you can't because you would attract attention from those who you want to disappear. YEAH TODAY IS THAT DAY! I should be happy. 6 months or 1 year and 6 months, but no. I am so mad right now. Okay, thanks fred for FINALLY calling but it would have been nice to know an hour and a half ago. yeah now I passed up TWO different things because i was going to be nice and spend some time with you. God you know what, no more. I am no longer going to let a freaking MAYBE get in my way anymroe. I haven't seen Eric in like months and I could have done something with he and Pat tonight but I passed it up. Yeah again trapped in my house. Even Kaite's house would have been better then sitting here waiting for you to NOT CALL again. so the only thing i can do to get out fustration is asoutdo kvfk;dj lwj fasldjjfsfjdaskl see not even writing is helping this sucks monkeys. slofdjg dfg sdgvv dfs fsdgsdfg sedr ew32 v3aefcvdv a

ricky and slut (steph) were over...

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 00:31:29 GMT

You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.

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Hell Yea

100%

Sounds More Like Lust

50%

Hell No

42%

Are u in love???????
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You scored as Wrath.

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Wrath

100%

Sloth

69%

Pride

69%

Lust

69%

Envy

50%

Greed

38%

Gluttony

Seven deadly sins
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You scored as F cup. WOW, AMAZING.

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D cup

75%

F cup

75%

DD cup

75%

C cup

55%

A cup

30%

B cup

20%

What size boobs are you supposed to have?
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You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.

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Sex God

90%

A Slave To BDSM

78%

A Romantic

78%

Virgin

40%

How are you in bed
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fun quizes

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 01:07:27 GMT

You scored as Athletic Tomboy.

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Athletic Tomboy

81%

Nerdy Girl

50%

Goth

38%

Hippy

38%

Slut

31%

Loser

31%

Popular Bitch

19%

Preppy Girl

13%

What type of girl are you?!!
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You scored as personality. Hopefully whoever you end up with will be attractive, but you choose your men based upon how funny they are and if you can talk to them on the phone for hours and feel like you only just started talking except that your hand is tired and your ear is sore from pressing the phone so close.

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personality

100%

An eyes woman

100%

A mouth gall

80%

Abs woman

65%

A butt gall

25%

A chest chick

15%

A crotch person

15%

What are you attracted to in a guy
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You scored as Schizophrenia. Congratulations! You are schizophrenic! You know how to space out for hours at a time in a corner and that The Dark Master is not joking..... keep on tossin' those word-salads... dress mess bless!

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Schizophrenia

83%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

75%

Unipolar Depression

75%

Borderline Personality Disorder

42%

Eating Disorders

17%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

Which mental disorder do you have?
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You scored as Loner.

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Loner

75%

Drama nerd

63%

Ghetto gangsta

50%

Goth

38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

38%

Punk/Rebel

31%

Stoner

31%

Geek

25%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

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Suicide

100%

Disappear

93%

Bomb

80%

Posion

80%

Suffocated

67%

Gunshot

53%

Accident

33%

Eaten

33%

Drowning

33%

Stabbed

33%

Cut Throat

13%

Disease

Natural Causes

How Will You Die??
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You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.

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Tongue Piercing

90%

Nipples

80%

Cartilage Piercing

80%

Labret Piercing

80%

Belly Button Piercing

70%

Dirty Piercings

70%

Earlobe Piercing

60%

Nose Piercing

50%

Lip Piercing

30%

What Piercing Are You?
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heaven made me laugh

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 04:24:14 GMT

Yesterday was miscible. It got to the point where I wanted to go back to my old ways. Life makes it so much easier to do too... a utility knife, required for class, winter is coming and I will be wearing long sleeves 24/7. But heaven made me laugh. I came home from e-mailing campus trying to set things straight, when I walked in the door there was my heaven waiting for me. So perfect. At first I never smiled, efforts were made but I was stubborn. But soon I could not resist. Looking at Fred seeing "I love you" in his eyes I could not fight his charm. I beamed at him. A smile a smile of love and compassion. Everything became funny to me. A face, a phrase, a sound. He was the only thing in my mind. Just being in his arms makes me feel like nothing is wrong with the world. He is my heaven.

I don't have many feelings

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 04:14:39 GMT

How many times can you get screwed over in one day? Well I have no clue I just thought I’d ask. No I am writing on paper and later transferring it over to here like usual but right now it's before class and the two people I talk to are not here yet. Getting a little mad now. I mean we need partners and well I don't know anyone else. Tick tock the clock mocks me the cold lab room again. Longing for the warmth of my house, my bed, or I’d even settle for my car. It's just too cold. I mean the men don't mind but I just can't take it. Maybe it's just I am longing to be in Fred's arms. I miss him. Not only does he make me happy he keeps me warm. Lying in his arms while watching movies...it's magical.

dunk stupid and goodbye

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 04:04:09 GMT

Yes it's come to the point where I’d rather listen to Lisa rant about her stupid sorority then talk to Ricky. I mean first off they said they wouldn't drink but to do it in when I am there and to announce it? And then tell me to lighten up that everyone drinks. NEWS FLASH I don't. Nor do I have the desire to. If I did he and Kendra (with all of their bitching and moaning) would drive me to be an alcoholic. They don't realize how bad they are. Okay here I am worried to death about them and they do it more often. A friend just went to the hospital she got drunk went to throw up and passed out. She hit her head and luckily she didn't lock the door or she'd be dead now. Yeah so I still don't know how she is yet. So as soon as you hit college you become an irresponsible asshole? No not me. I'm not going to screw up my life. Even my sisters say when I am 21 (yeah Ricky they at least wait for 21) they are going to take me to get me drunk. Hmmm NO. So I have also decided my social like will be put on the backburner. Screw the wasted hours of pointless chit chat with the "family" the family is dysfunctional now. Mama don't care no more. kids your on your own the only way you get your parents back is by cutting the crap and going back to being the kind of people I can respect. I can say now that you don't mean anything to me. The only good that has come of you is that I know I am better then you scum. So here is my perfect ending for my perfect entry. KISS MY ASS RICKY!